cpbengeApr 14, 20237 min readMy Tool BeltThis post is going to be VERY raw and honest. I need you know that I now am healthy and stronger mind, body and soul, but I did not get...
cpbengeApr 12, 20234 min readGod's Plan vs Our PlanEver dwell on what you want, verses God’s plan for you?? I mean, it’s not like He “runs” His plan by you, you mark up the things you...
cpbengeMar 8, 20235 min readIt was just a dream, right?When Colin first died, I remember saying and thinking, “he’s healed, he was made whole and he is good” and I truly felt that. But after...
cpbengeFeb 27, 20234 min readWhen the devil whispers, YELL back...I don't really remember many circumstances in my life that I heard the devil whisper as much as I did after Colin died. Was it because...
cpbengeFeb 27, 20233 min readFinding the “LOVE” in their Grief Words…When someone dies, it takes everyone's breath away and hurts all hearts in some way... there are no "perfect" words that can be said to...
cpbengeFeb 22, 20232 min readWindshield TimeIf you’re like me, you spend a lot of time in the car.. commuting, traveling, errands.. how do you spend your alone windshield time? ...
cpbengeFeb 20, 20234 min readWhy "From the Passenger Seat"?If i could visit me 6 years ago, 4 years ago, 2 years ago, 1 year ago, 6 months ago.. what would I say to me? I would scream “stay in...
cpbengeFeb 20, 20232 min readIt won't be all sad, I promise!About 12 weeks after losing Colin, a very dear friend of mine who is also a widow, started a support group - all ladies of different ages...
cpbengeFeb 20, 20232 min readHow it started....January 8, 2017 the worst day of my life...I woke up on a Sunny Sunday morning, was doing a few things around the house when I heard an...